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I'm sitting in my latest cafe discovery, a place with plants and sunlight that serves things like organic veggie stromboli in the city where I have to be this week. They're playing old Block Party. How have I not been hanging out here always?

Later... seeing R, two weeks later. I really have no idea. We're having drinks. If I'm being honest it's making me entirely nervous. For once I'm not sure what I want the outcome to be, and I'm not sure I'm finished, and it's possible he is.

Before later... a presentation. Work related. This thing we're doing in the city over this week. I'm not feeling it. Ten minutes, relatively off the cuff. Work related travel without comped hotel and per diem is gross.

Today we drove through campus and I was gawking at some kid who was the archetype of my type heading into class. And then I realized I'm creepy because I could be seven years older than him. I have a hypothetical back-up plan to hit on someone I taught last year if tonight's meeting goes south at a Thursday kegger. He invited me to a party last year, so it's not unsolicited, and it's possible he's actually older than me anyways.