making a plan

So. Very. Tired. I went in early today to be extra productive and discovered I can only currently think for about six hours straight before my brain melts. I found out someone I went to school with got a major career nod and I was briefly jealous then pissed at myself for being jealous.

My homeboy in the mountains from school says come visit and let's job-share. As in, I work his job for six months, he works his job for six months, the rest of the time we do whatever. It's actually kind of brilliant. It's either a really good or really bad thing I'm in a (non fbook declared) relationship. Really bad because it's the only thing holding me back from moving to a small town, doing what I do, and living the surf dream. Really good because that kind of behavior is considered erratic by everyone I know, so I can pretend I'm career oriented and stable but really I'm just trying to figure out if this is all systems go and waffling on something totally not career related.

I tried to make pad thai tonight. Say phrase "thai tonight." Too many noodles. Then I made tart rhubarb peach strawberry crisp. And I'm working on growing African violets on my windowsill. So domestic.

Tomorrow I'm going to visit said boyfriend for 72 hours exactly. We are going to: visit my brother, party, hike, eat pancakes, make out x 1000. This also means an internet hiatus all weekend long, starting now...