amelioration

(So maybe yesterday's entry should be titled "justifying my relationship to myself so that I can justify it to other people.")

I'm supposed to head to a concert shortly. I'm ambivalent about it and trying to decide heels or slops. I'm streaming it into my office and it's not bad. Add something fresh on tap and this gig might be alright.

Today after work I checked out the library two blocks away and discovered it is much more amazing than I originally hoped, carrying magazines I've never seen in other libraries (British Vogue? Bust? Yoga Journal?) and having a vast cd/dvd collection. It's also architechturally open, and has a bomb dot com movie theatre in the basement. I'm going to get a card ASAP.

And, today I had a vegan ceasar salad from a spot that may be my new hangout. It just had that vibe. And multiple veggie burgers, which is a soft spot in my heart.

I am focusing on how life does not suck.