Chemistry I cannot control that runs (through) my brain causes pin pricks of frustration in everything and absent mindedness and sometime sensations of being chubby. Interpretations are veiled with a little more hostility. For. Absolutely. No. Reason. At. All.

Hormones make people stupid. There's an excellent This American Life podcast about life without hormones. And I'm not saying "make women crazy" because they make men crazy too, surges in testosterone = agro behavior (see: rugby players). Incepient navel gazing and bonafide healthy living makes detection of miniscule fluctuations EZ-Automatic yet does not allow triumph over. So consider altering the agenda towards less human interaction. More Hagen Daaz. Cliche, cliche, cliche.

What would alleviate this is most certainly a good surf...